~Names have been changed to protect the guilty.
[originally posted 11/15/2005]
I recorded the debriefing, I wanted to be able to reflect on it later… But here’s the record.
(unidentified voice) “This is *static* performing the debriefing of Colonel Noelyci Ineucelia, currently assigned to Intel with the *static* concerning his encounter with *static* who is commander of the *static* This debriefing is being conducted remotely due to the extreme exhaustion of Colonel Ineucelia after this confrontation and at his Commander’s request. You may begin Colonel”
B----- called me, told me that C--- wanted to meet, so badly that he had kidnapped J-----, B-----’s wife. I told him to have C--- meet me at the gallery and I was warned it was a trap… But it’s alright, I’d been heading for this conversation for quite some time, C--- just forced the timing…
I rushed to the gallery from across system, I had already handed in my unit id and comm, just in case, earlier that evening, so that it would be seen as a personal endeavor…. Which it was… When I entered Sy---- was standing beside C--- and I greeted them in a friendly manner…. Trying to put them off balance… they were both there with weapons, so I sat down and started talking, on the floor, not a threat at all…
(at this the unidentified voice chuckled) “You’re a threat tied up…” (barely heard on the recording)
I asked them about Ji---- ... that part is a bit fuzzy to me, it was banal, opening moves, nothing to be concerned about and I don’t truly remember it.
First thing I remember is C saying, “I could care less about her fate.” … which I figured was a lie or she’d already be dead at his feet.
I stayed calm and responded, “In that case let's let her go, and have that chat we've been talking about.”
“If my hunters wish to keep the hunt going or not is their choice, not mine.” … Another lie, C--- dosen’t let anything of his go uncontrolled if he can help it.
“Really? Thought you had more command that that..... surprising.... Slipping?” I replied still being friendly, but trying to keep him off balance.
“Why should I stop them from killing, it makes no difference to me if or who they kill, A life lost is a life lost.” This rang true, but he was still talking so I kept negotiating.
“Why do you need them here, I would have met with you anyway, you are slipping.” And I grinned at him.
He asked a truly stupid question which showed he didn’t understand the effects of all his actions from a human standpoint, “Why do you need that gaggle?”
He meant Z----, KY-----, Sh----, Ti---, B----- And the rest who knew what was going on and were about a quarter click away. At the time I was sharing a mindlink with those who were able….
I responded, “I've asked them to leave, they won't, they're afraid we mean each other harm.” I had asked them to leave, I didn’t want their anger tinging my actions, I was there to save C--- and they were there to protect me…. Wasn’t sure both would happen.
Ever the conversationalist C--- responded “That is where we differ then.”
I pointed out the error in his reasoning, “I'm just coming to talk to an old friend, although with Sy---- here it makes two. Plus you assured their involvement by involving Ji.
I say we get rid of the hangers on, go downstairs and have a drink, talk about old times, and the future.”
He again laid blame on other things “They offer me too many pressure points, it's their own fault for not taking proper precautions.”
I tried for a joke, changing tactics briefly, trying to keep him from getting a flow going, “Really, I’ve got this huge knot in my back... wish you could get it out....”, smiling as I said it.
“I don't drink Why not have precious Z---- take care of that for you?” he asked. I still don’t know why he deliberately chooses to misunderstand our relationship.
“She isn't mine, and she has her happiness, which pleases me.” I took a short pause. Then I aimed for his weakness, “So I guess you have no choices, no options, you're worse then a droid then C---?”
He answered relatively quickly, too quickly to see the danger, “My choices are my own still”
“Have to apply pressure, no choice, have no control over your hunters, no choice, have to meet destiny, no choice..... sounds very droidlike to me.... I pity you C---” was my response.
“Having control and exerting control are two different things.” He said.
I kept the pressure on, “Are they? Hmmmm, how would you know if you didn't exercise the option?”
He attempted to switch to someone else I knew, though she was not much of a concern of mine, “J---, she has repeatedly pledged her loyalty to me, and I have repeatedly told her to find someone that wouldn't get her killed to pledge their loyalty to.”
I tried to get him to have Sy---- leave, and to protect Ji---- “Call off the dogs C---, so we can talk freely.”
He rankled, “Telling me to do something isn't a wise move in theis particular topic of discussion.”
“Eliminate all the posturing....You're restricting both our options. *shrug* Hell, you're the one who wanted to talk to me. You'd think you'd want me comfortable enough to talKy-----” I tried for angling at the information he needed.
“Talk? Who said anything about talk?” yet he was talking, so it was working so far.
If he got me to think of this as a fight, rather than a rescue it was over… I couldn’t allow him to dictate my actions, I remained calm, drawing on the link with my family.
I went back to the goodness I had perceived, making him uncomfortable and unsure of himself, “Ah.... well then, youve thought about our last conversation then? Didn't like the conclusion, and now you force yourself to reject it by having your crew around you.”
“Refresh my memorty of that discussion I don't consider Sy---- part of my 'crew' Noelyci.”
“I don't consider Sy---- anything but a friend. But where's Ji.?” I needed to assure her safety before I continuted this.
“In a house on Tat the last time I heard from the seeker droids.” I still was worried…. Maybe that’s why he couldn’t control the people he had under him.
“Ah, my mistkae, thought you'd have her close by.” I tried for another slam to his competence.
“Are you really so foolish?” he attempted.
Problem is I can laugh at myself now, “I don't know, it's possible, What do you think is foolish about me at the moment?”
“Beinon is easily decieved, he was bluffed.” "Good, Glad to see you are still in there somewhere," I appealed to the goodness again, and that was my tactic from thereon out."Deciet has always been a part of my ways.”
“As has mercy,”
“Heh, mercy?”
“You didn't kill me at times you could have, you aren't slaughtering Sy---- though she could rival your power in the force, looks like mercy to me.”
“Our sense of mercy contradicts.You and I fought together C---, you can't pretend too completely with me.”
“How little you know about me.”
He didn’t like this, he thought he’d try to distance himself from me, from the love and care I was wrapping in force and pouring into the room. Something I learned from another friend.
*small pause in the debriefing*(unidentified voice) “If you want to just relate the conversation at this point, rather then your impressions, this might be easer…”
Ky-----. Felt my need through the link and offered strength through the bond B----- did the same through Z---- I kept hammering away, " How much you've forgotten about yourself."
“I remember my old self clearly.”
“O? Tell me.”
He replied, “A weak and whimpering coward with a fool's head on his shoulder.”
I tried again to distract Sy---- “Need a drink?”
“I don't drink” This was actually good, it showed he was focused on me.
“I shrug, Just trying to be a good host.... how about you Sy----?”
Sy---- shook her head and frowned.
“Was it foolish to love?”
“I did not know the meaning of the word until I found Sy----” was his response, although I think he still dosen’t.
“O, good.... Glad to know you've found each other then.”
The link remained active, Z---- pouring out the dance and the talus mountain air with her strength.
That led me to ask, “Was it foolish to care about Z----, if it wasn't love? Or me, or the unit....? Or to see what the tools you've used could do to protect, to preserve?”
“She is weak and incompetant, the unit were uncaring heartless bastards.” Which showed his anger…. And a wedge.
I reminded him that it was a one sided dissolution, “Now, now, you walked away from me C---... Though I've moved to protect, I have never fought you have I? I've always tried to care, though you can be an ass about it.” And I smiled.
He chuckled at me and responded, “You were nowhere to be found back then.”
I nodded, “And for that I'm sorry. If I could have been I would.”
He tried to rewrite things, “And you have inadvertently fought me, forgotten RS so soon?”
I countered, showing him nuances he hadn’t thought of, “I have helped those I care for, I have protected the patrons at the jam, I have never shot you in the back, or the front for that matter.”
His fatalistic response was shrugging and responding, “You should have”
I got to the gambit I had for defeating him, “Maybe, but that's not the act of a friend.”
C--- shrugged his shoulders looking a little lost and in a soft voice said, “We're on opposite sides of a conflict.”
(Unidentified voice) “And that’s when we got the feed from your gallery security… Would you like to see the transcription of it or keep talking?"
[] begin transcript "Maybe, but what is it you pursue," Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be. 00:25:26 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "You ever ask for it?"
00:25:47 "I just want to protect my family....", Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly.
00:26:13 "The threat goes away and we can continue to be friends.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm.
00:26:20 You agree with C--- .
00:26:29 "You're absolutely right.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm.
00:27:07 "So why the big show to get me here?", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be. "Afraid I might be able to? Or still trying to convince yourself that you aren't facing a choice every day?"
00:27:15 "That you're locked in yet in control?", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be.
00:27:16 C--- shrugs his shoulders helplessly.
00:27:16 "Maybe I seek the same thing.", C--- says quietly. "Except I'm willing to sacrifice myself for them."
00:27:46 Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly, "Do you honestly think I mean harm to Sy----? Or that Z----, her sister at one time, does?"
00:28:09 "Neither of you could even scratch her fair skin.", C--- says in a soft voice.
00:28:21 "Then why are you worried?", Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly.
00:28:50 (quiet) C--- takes a few steps backs and motions towards the pair.
00:28:50 C--- says in a soft voice, "I'm not."
00:29:22 C--- says quietly, "I have faith in her abilities."
He was trying to get me to fight her there, which is something I didn’t want to do so I ignored it, focusing on the rescue, not the fight.
00:29:28 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "Then all your trying to do is not to protect is it?"
00:29:49 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "You continue to lie to yourself, to try to convince yourself."
00:29:53 "I give strength to those that are under my care.", C--- says quietly.
00:29:58 C--- says in a soft voice, "Ask her yourself."
00:30:09 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "No need, we all do that, it's called love."
00:30:13 You smile at C--- .
00:30:26 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "It's why we used to fight."
00:30:37 "I give them the power to defend themselves.", C--- says softly. "I don't fight their battles for them, don't cheat them of the growth that conflict provides."
00:30:41 Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly, "And in some ways I believe it's why you still fight."
00:31:22 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "That's honorable, and right. But you know you've gone too far, it's time to choose to come back from it C---.... you still can."
00:31:55 You shrug.
00:32:15 "Why?", C--- says quietly.
00:32:15 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "I find conflict is ever present, with or without someone shielding you, or holding you up."
00:32:28 "As is growth", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be.
I remember smelling the night air and hearing birds through the support mindlink at that time, it was refreshing to feel exactly what I needed to continue after him.
00:33:00 "What do you seek? Peace?", Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm.
00:33:14 "You hope to find that on your current path?", Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm.
00:33:23 "Peace is a lie. Conflict is ever present in the galaxy.", C--- says quietly.
00:33:29 "Lack of pain? Control?", Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm.
00:33:46 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "What do you pursue so doggedly old friend?"
00:33:48 "I flourish upon pain, my own and that of those that abide within this galaxy.", C--- says, rather quietly.
I began to draw on all the force giving items I had stashed there, as well as the love and offered strength of the family….
00:34:49 C--- shrugs his shoulders helplessly.
00:34:49 C--- says softly, "I means to restructure the galaxy."
00:34:55 "To what end?", Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly.
00:35:34 You smile at C--- .
00:36:07 C--- says softly, "The eradication of weakness."
00:36:07 C--- shrugs his shoulders helplessly.
00:36:37 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "Hmmmm, what would be left?"
00:36:41 "There is no easy way to put my goals into words..", C--- says in a soft voice.
00:36:41 (quiet) C--- trails off, his eyes seem to stare through the wall of the building.
00:36:53 "Try, you know you don't have to use words with me.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm.
00:37:23 C--- says softly, "You cannot touch my mind in your present state. He would destroy yours."
00:38:06 (quiet) C--- glances over to Sy---- and jerks his head towards the exit.
00:38:28 "Ahhh....", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be. "So you aren't alone, I thought that might be the case....."
At this point Ky-----. Had to drop the link, later I learned Sy---- was coming for him and he couldn’t remain.
00:39:13 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "Fight C---, talk to me without him, you're strong."
00:39:42 C--- laughs at you.
00:39:48 C--- says, rather quietly, "Why?"
00:39:49 Sy---- Luin sluggishly raises a eyebrow and nods, walking out past Noel, tossing an annoyed sneer at him.
00:40:57 "Because, you talked about savrafice for your friends....", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be. "I came here to do that...."
00:41:12 Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly, "But not for my family, for a friend I wasn't there for long ago"
00:41:15 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "You."
00:41:26 C--- raises an eyebrow at you.
00:41:26 C--- says, rather quietly, "You would give your own life?"
00:41:36 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "Of course...."
00:41:47 "I have an old comrade to save.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm.
00:42:16 "But I can't beat him, without you.....", Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm.
At this point the good in C--- was easy to reach, so I started to push harder, wrapping the room in love and care for the man I used to know, taking the love of my family from the link and converting it, offering it to him, dividing him against himself. Trying to send him strength for his internal fight....
00:42:51 C--- says evilly, "Stop that."
00:43:08 "Are you ready to be free of him?", Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm. "You know he's the weakness."
00:43:26 "Help me fight for you C---.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm.
00:43:27 C--- says, full of evil, "He has sculpted me into somethign stronger"
00:43:37 "And weaker.....", Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm.
I pushed even harder, not at him, just filling the room with it.
00:44:15 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "He hasn't sculpted C---, he's taken, Time to take it bacKy-----"
00:44:22 C--- howls evilly, "Stop it!"
00:44:28 "Take back control, take back your life.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm.
00:44:46 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "*adding in love, showing C--- that noel still cares*"
00:45:28 "We can beat him C---, I know we can.... Help me, take back your life.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be.
00:46:36 "All you have to do is let me in, side by side, like the old days.....", Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm. "Together."
00:46:45 "Don't try this nonsense on me!", C--- shouts, full of evil.
00:46:45 (malevolent) C--- 's visage seems to pass under a shadow as he quivers in his rage. His face seems to grow much older and his eyes rapdily become bloodshot. A blast of the Force flies from C--- towards Noelyci as he screams.
(unidentified voice) “You got up quickly, force thrown at you?”
Aye, but I pulled on the love I requested down the link and stood up straighter then I was before….
00:47:38 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "Ah, then, see, he can be fought."
00:47:50 "Let's go C---, let's get the bastard.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm.
00:48:32 (malevolent) C--- hisses through his teeth.
00:48:32 "I will NOT betray my Master, not yet.", C--- says, full of evil.
00:49:01 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "If not now, with someone to help, with someone who cares, that will die to help..... When?"
At that point I was calling out to the part of C--- I could sense, trying to offer him a pathway to help…. To me.
00:49:45 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "Come over here and we'll fight him together....."
00:49:47 Sy---- Luin is sneering even darker than before, clenching the hilt of her saber as she walks back in, making no effort to be quiet or sublte about it.
00:49:56 Sy---- Luin blinks in disbelief at you.
00:49:56 Sy---- Luin raises an eyebrow at you.
00:50:07 "When I have gleaned every last bit of knowledge I can from him, and when I assume the mantle of Darth Exuro.", C--- says malevolently. "NOT before then."
00:50:10 "I care C---, always did.", Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly.
00:50:18 (malevolent) C--- glowers in his rage.
00:50:39 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "Even when you make it damn difficult, we don't have to like each other to fight together."
00:50:57 "Let me help you destroy him.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be.
00:51:31 "You would sell yourself over to the Dark Side, as I did?", C--- says malevolently.
00:51:43 "No....", Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm. "I don't need to."
00:51:44 Sy---- Luin rolls her eyes in disgust at the conversation as she catches back up, absently walking around while playing with her saber in her gloved hand.
00:51:56 "I stand on the sword.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be.
00:52:38 "What's dark about saving a friend, or fighting tyranny?", Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm.
00:52:42 You smile at C--- .
00:52:51 "Things you believe in.", Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly.
00:53:16 "Why should I care about Empires and Republics?", C--- says evilly.
00:53:24 C--- says, full of evil, "They all crumble into decay and ruin."
00:53:45 "The tyranny of your mind is worse then those.....", Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm.
00:53:54 "...", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be. "And you hate it. I can feel it."
00:54:08 "Stop avoiding it, fight for it.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be. "Take it bacKy-----"
00:54:17 C--- says evilly, "That depends on what you define as the tyranny of my mind."
00:54:34 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "Stand the fuck up Colonel and fight for the most valuable thing you have, yourself."
00:54:56 Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly, "*still pushing*"
00:55:32 "I said STOP!", C--- howls, full of evil.
He tried to knock me over again, but this time I had no problem standing…. Because it wasn’t him…. It was something else.
00:55:43 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "Never."
00:55:47 Sy---- Luin frowns.
00:55:49 "I care about you C---", Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly.
00:56:03 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "That will not change. (firmly and with certainity)"
00:56:23 C--- shakes his head negatively at you.
00:56:23 C--- says evilly, "You are a fool."
00:56:39 (calm) Noelyci Ineucelia comes back with more force, love and concern wrapped force back at C---.
00:56:46 "Maybe, but I'm loyal.", Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly.
00:56:50 You smile at C--- .
Was interesting, Z---- was sending memories down the link, memories that gave me such a solid place to fight from. Because even though I was there to rescue someone, this was definitely a fight.
00:57:22 C--- howls malevolently, "I don't WANT THIS! You say you care, yet you try to force these things upon me!?"
00:58:24 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "I'm not forcing, you can take or not, just wrapping it around you, letting you see the truth of it."
00:58:32 "Devia ATTACKED ME because Sy---- wanted to be by my side damnit Noelyci, I don't WANT to join you again! Not people with that type of character!", C--- howls, full of evil.
00:58:56 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "I don't ask you to join anybody but me C---, nobody else is in here."
00:59:53 (malevolent) C--- snarls deep in the back of his throat and then screams incoherently for a duration.
01:00:26 (calm) Noelyci Ineucelia fills the room with care, and the absolute certainity that C--- can do this, if he want's to.
01:01:17 "Stop it..stop it...stop it...Stop it...Stop It", C--- jabbers malevolently.
01:01:23 "STOP IT!", C--- shouts evilly.
01:01:36 (calm) Noelyci Ineucelia dials it up.
01:02:09 "Stop what? Telling the truth.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be.
01:02:34 (calm) Noelyci Ineucelia offers C--- his hand.
01:02:51 "These sensations...stop it...I don't want them", C--- says malevolently.
01:03:17 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "I'm not causing anything other than options my friend...."
01:03:23 Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly, "Ones you thought were gone"
01:03:52 C--- says malevolently, "Ones I don't -want- Noelyci!"
01:04:03 Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly, "Then why are you still here?"
01:04:49 C--- says malevolently, "I don't knoow.."
01:04:49 (malevolent) C--- sounds frantic as he clutches his head in his hands.
01:05:04 Sy---- Luin frowns at C--- .
01:05:32 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "Take my hand C---, let's fight together again, against the voice in the back of your head."
01:07:13 C--- says malevolently, "No...no...no no no no nononononono NO"
01:07:13 (malevolent) C--- shakes his head in his hands.
01:07:42 Sy---- Luin frowns as she watches, but has faith in C---, letting him deal with noel.
01:09:57 "I'm here C---.....", Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly. "Your choice."
01:10:34 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "How long it's been since somebody offered this?"
01:10:41 "You can feel I'm sincere.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm.
01:11:03 "Never..never..never....never..never......never....I'll never join you", C--- says, full of evil.
01:11:16 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "Allow me to join you C---..... In your fight."
01:11:31 Sy---- Luin mutters.
01:11:31 "Leave him alone..", Sy---- Luin says. "And let's leave this place C---.."
01:11:34 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "I need nothing from you."
01:12:05 "I will not subvert you.... I will not control you....", Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly.
01:12:34 Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly, "I will only care for the man I knew."
01:12:55 C--- mumbles evilly, "He no longer exists in that form."
01:13:11 "Maybe, but what's left is still worth saving.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm.
01:13:30 Sy---- Luin grits her teeth.
01:13:41 "Nothing is left that NEEDS saving", C--- says, full of evil.
01:14:06 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "The fact you still stand here listening to me, hoping, proves the lie in that statement."
01:14:44 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "You cannot convince me to leave C---, I won't abandon this, you can walk away from it, but then it will be your choice."
01:14:54 C--- says, full of evil, "Be silent!"
01:15:04 "Would taht make it easier?", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be.
01:15:11 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "To ignore, to lie to yourself?"
01:15:15 "Let's leave.. C---, nothing can be gained from this.", Sy---- Luin mumbles.
01:15:44 You disagree with Sy---- Luin.
01:16:06 C--- says evilly, "I'm not lying to myself....I'm not"
01:16:44 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "So, your choice brother.... Leave, convince yourself that you don't hope. Take the punishment for your quandry, live with the battle, or end it, gain an ally, and be yourself again."
01:18:18 "No...no....no", C--- says, full of evil.
01:18:18 (malevolent) C--- 's face contorts in physical anguish and he clutches at his chest.
01:18:20 (calm) Noelyci Ineucelia moves his hand, still held out.
01:19:02 "No to what my friend?", Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm.
01:19:56 (malevolent) C--- seems unable to speak, still clutching and clawing at his chest. He drops down to one knee.
01:20:09 (calm) Noelyci Ineucelia lowers his hand, offering to help him up.
01:20:18 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "Do you need help C---. Just asKy-----"
01:20:23 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "Just take my hand."
01:21:17 Sy---- Luin worry settles in her eyes as she starts to step closer, squeezing her saber tightly.
01:21:35 (painful) C--- doesn't move, whether out of hesitation or physical pain is unknown.
01:22:03 (calm) Noelyci Ineucelia clearly makes no move, showing Sy---- he is doing nothing....
01:22:14 (calm) Noelyci Ineucelia ... but his hand remains extended.
01:24:57 Sy---- Luin blinks in disbelief at C--- .
01:24:58 Sy---- Luin says, "The hell..?"
01:25:45 "..stop it...PLEASE.....make it stop..", C--- whispers with great difficulty.
01:25:58 "Can I take your hand C---?", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be.
01:26:07 Sy---- Luin snaps her gaze to Noel.
01:26:07 Sy---- Luin says, "Stop whatever your doing.."
01:26:25 (calm) Noelyci Ineucelia is wrapped in an immense amount of power.
01:26:42 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "I'm only talking...."
01:26:57 "...only trying to help a friend.", Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly.
01:27:01 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "Or two."
01:27:07 Sy---- Luin says, "Bullshit.."
01:27:07 Sy---- Luin sneers at C--- .
01:27:07 Sy---- Luin says, "Your hurting him.."
01:27:14 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "He's hurting himself."
01:27:22 Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly, "Has been for a long long time."
01:27:36 (painful) C--- nods and shakes his head at the same time.
01:27:36 C--- whispers with great pain, ".just...make it stop.."
These are the words that gave me permission, this is where he asked for my help….
01:28:35 Sy---- Luin slowly starts to slide her thumb towards the small activation stud on her saber, clenching her teeth together.
01:28:43 (calm) Noelyci Ineucelia Includes Sy---- in the emotion wrapped force hes projecting.
01:29:04 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "You can feel what I'm doing Sy----, I care about you both, that's all this is. Is loyalty and friendship."
01:29:11 (painful) C--- screams in agony.
01:29:28 (calm) Noelyci Ineucelia touches C---s twisted claw gently.
01:29:33 "It's alright C---.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be.
01:29:40 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "I'm here."
01:29:46 Sy---- Luin seems to be effected much less by Noels efforts for some reason, almost shrugging it off.
01:29:46 "Your trying to twist him to your ways..", Sy---- Luin says.
01:30:02 You disagree with Sy---- Luin.
01:30:13 "I just want my friend back Sy----, you too.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be.
01:31:09 (calm) Noelyci Ineucelia opens some form of path with the physical touch....
01:31:39 C--- rolls his eyes and they fall back into his skull.
01:31:42 "It's alright C---, I have your 6.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be.
01:31:54 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "Trust me. (to both of them)"
01:32:29 Sy---- Luin says, "Stop it!"
01:32:29 Sy---- Luin snarls out, more at for what is happening to C---, than herself.. still not really being touched by it.
I told him through a tenative mind linKy-----... "Come on, come over here and we'll fight him together....
01:32:59 "I cannot.... Too late for that.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm.
01:33:32 "I will not abandon a friend in need.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm.
01:34:11 (painful) C--- 's being seems to begin to pass through into Noelyci, whereas a large part of it also clings to C---'s form.
01:34:23 You gasp for air!
01:34:27 Sy---- Luin jams her thumb down over the leather covered activation stud, the blade snapping to life in the air as she watches.
01:34:52 "There, thank you my friend.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm.
01:35:22 (painful) C--- falls backwards, his eyes falling closed as he hits the ground.....limp.
01:35:23 You tell C---, '*ms Prepares a place in the back of himself for what he recieved.'.
01:35:37 You smile at Sy---- Luin.
01:35:48 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "It's alright, he's fine.... With me now."
01:36:07 Sy---- Luin her thumb slips off the stud in a moment of shock, the blade retracting as she rushes over to C---'s limp form, bending down to press a hand to his cheek, looking up wildly at noel.
01:36:08 Sy---- Luin says, "What did you do?!"
01:36:08 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "The one responsible can now pay for his crimes."
01:36:27 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "Nothing, he chose to save what remained."
01:36:35 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "I provided a means."
I pulled my saber out but didn't ignite it, trying to remain calm.... 01:37:42 Sy---- Luin snarls wildly, her fingers twitching back from C---'s cold cheeKy-----
01:37:42 Sy---- Luin says, "You.. You've almost killed him.. and used that sick side of the force on him.."
01:38:02 "No, I saved him, the shell on the floor isn't C---.", Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly.
01:38:11 Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly, "And can be destroyed."
01:39:19 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "Stand back Sy----..... It's time...."
01:39:22 Sy---- Luin clenches her teeth, her face contoring through a series of painful emotions, squeezing her eyes shut as she slowly stands back up.
01:39:22 Sy---- Luin says, "You.. Son of a bitch.."
01:39:22 Sy---- Luin snaps her eyes back open, glaring at him with seething hatred.
01:39:22 Sy---- Luin says, "I hope your ready to awnser for what you've done.."
01:39:52 Sy---- Luin says, "Never!"
01:39:52 Sy---- Luin twists her wrist, her saber sprining back to life, held over C---'s body.
01:39:52 Sy---- Luin says, "Don't.. Touch him."
01:39:55 "What is it you think I've done?", Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm.
01:40:15 "You've hurt him.. And are trying to kill him.. that's all I care about..", Sy---- Luin says.
01:40:46 "Alright, fine.... Take him with you, but pay close attention Sy----, the part that cares about you isn't there anymore.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be.
01:40:53 Sy---- Luin growls at you.
01:41:06 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "Be very very careful....."
01:41:21 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "What has complete control now, isn't what we love."
01:41:22 "He's always cared about me and always will..", Sy---- Luin says. "Watch your back, scum.. I'll repay you one day.. and we both know who would win between us."
01:41:26 Sy---- Luin glares at you.
01:41:36 "Aye, if it came to it.", Noelyci Ineucelia says.
01:41:37 "You know nothing.. And presume so much.", Sy---- Luin says.
01:41:49 Noelyci Ineucelia says,somewhat depressed, "But I don't intend to fight you Sy----, not the way you mean."
01:42:11 "Perhaps, but what if I'm right?", Noelyci Ineucelia says.
01:42:18 Sy---- Luin gives him a sick, twisted, grin.
01:42:18 "It'd be the only way, what you just did to him..", Sy---- Luin says. "Wouldn't work on me. Food for thought.."
01:42:33 Sy---- Luin says, "Your not right.. You have but a taste of the force and think you suddenly know everything."
01:42:38 Noelyci Ineucelia says, "I did nothing to him, nothing I don't do for you right now."
01:42:48 Sy---- Luin snorts at you.
01:42:50 Noelyci Ineucelia says, "I know very very little."
01:43:01 "And freely admit it.", Noelyci Ineucelia says.
01:43:12 Noelyci Ineucelia says, "But I love very very much."
01:43:17 Sy---- Luin says, "Spare me the annoyance Noelyci.. And leave, before I chase you out. You can do nothing to me.. and I will not let you do anything else to him."
01:43:39 "This is my place Sy----.", Noelyci Ineucelia says. "You can leave if you wish."
01:44:11 "Drag the corpse out with you if you must, it's long dead, has been even when it was walking around.", Noelyci Ineucelia says.
01:44:25 Sy---- Luin narrows her eyes dangerously.
01:44:25 "Then get out of my way and sight.. If C--- wasn't laying here like this, you'd already be fending me off despertly by now.", Sy---- Luin says.
01:44:43 You bow to Sy---- Luin.
01:44:51 Noelyci Ineucelia says, "Be my guest"
01:45:34 Sy---- Luin closes her eyes again, shuddering madly as she deactivates the saber, extending her free hand down at C---.
01:46:03 Noelyci Ineucelia says, "Once your'e past your pain, if you need to talKy-----..."
01:46:25 "..", Noelyci Ineucelia says. "You know how to find me."
01:46:36 Sy---- Luin calls on the force to lift him up, stalking out of the building while floating him along side her.
01:46:36 "I don't NEED to talk.", Sy---- Luin says. "Oh.. and next time I see you or Z----.. I am not.. being so nice.."
01:46:49 "Z---- had nothing to do with this.", Noelyci Ineucelia says.
01:47:09 "She was with that bastard outside..", Sy---- Luin says. "She has everything to do with this."
01:47:22 Sy---- Luin says, "Next time, I will do more than leave her bleeding on the street.."
01:47:31 Noelyci Ineucelia says, "Don't be misguided in your anger"
*soft sound of sobbing* I did the right thing…… I just hope that I didn’t destroy another….
*end recording*
I recorded the debriefing, I wanted to be able to reflect on it later… But here’s the record.
(unidentified voice) “This is *static* performing the debriefing of Colonel Noelyci Ineucelia, currently assigned to Intel with the *static* concerning his encounter with *static* who is commander of the *static* This debriefing is being conducted remotely due to the extreme exhaustion of Colonel Ineucelia after this confrontation and at his Commander’s request. You may begin Colonel”
B----- called me, told me that C--- wanted to meet, so badly that he had kidnapped J-----, B-----’s wife. I told him to have C--- meet me at the gallery and I was warned it was a trap… But it’s alright, I’d been heading for this conversation for quite some time, C--- just forced the timing…
I rushed to the gallery from across system, I had already handed in my unit id and comm, just in case, earlier that evening, so that it would be seen as a personal endeavor…. Which it was… When I entered Sy---- was standing beside C--- and I greeted them in a friendly manner…. Trying to put them off balance… they were both there with weapons, so I sat down and started talking, on the floor, not a threat at all…
(at this the unidentified voice chuckled) “You’re a threat tied up…” (barely heard on the recording)
I asked them about Ji---- ... that part is a bit fuzzy to me, it was banal, opening moves, nothing to be concerned about and I don’t truly remember it.
First thing I remember is C saying, “I could care less about her fate.” … which I figured was a lie or she’d already be dead at his feet.
I stayed calm and responded, “In that case let's let her go, and have that chat we've been talking about.”
“If my hunters wish to keep the hunt going or not is their choice, not mine.” … Another lie, C--- dosen’t let anything of his go uncontrolled if he can help it.
“Really? Thought you had more command that that..... surprising.... Slipping?” I replied still being friendly, but trying to keep him off balance.
“Why should I stop them from killing, it makes no difference to me if or who they kill, A life lost is a life lost.” This rang true, but he was still talking so I kept negotiating.
“Why do you need them here, I would have met with you anyway, you are slipping.” And I grinned at him.
He asked a truly stupid question which showed he didn’t understand the effects of all his actions from a human standpoint, “Why do you need that gaggle?”
He meant Z----, KY-----, Sh----, Ti---, B----- And the rest who knew what was going on and were about a quarter click away. At the time I was sharing a mindlink with those who were able….
I responded, “I've asked them to leave, they won't, they're afraid we mean each other harm.” I had asked them to leave, I didn’t want their anger tinging my actions, I was there to save C--- and they were there to protect me…. Wasn’t sure both would happen.
Ever the conversationalist C--- responded “That is where we differ then.”
I pointed out the error in his reasoning, “I'm just coming to talk to an old friend, although with Sy---- here it makes two. Plus you assured their involvement by involving Ji.
I say we get rid of the hangers on, go downstairs and have a drink, talk about old times, and the future.”
He again laid blame on other things “They offer me too many pressure points, it's their own fault for not taking proper precautions.”
I tried for a joke, changing tactics briefly, trying to keep him from getting a flow going, “Really, I’ve got this huge knot in my back... wish you could get it out....”, smiling as I said it.
“I don't drink Why not have precious Z---- take care of that for you?” he asked. I still don’t know why he deliberately chooses to misunderstand our relationship.
“She isn't mine, and she has her happiness, which pleases me.” I took a short pause. Then I aimed for his weakness, “So I guess you have no choices, no options, you're worse then a droid then C---?”
He answered relatively quickly, too quickly to see the danger, “My choices are my own still”
“Have to apply pressure, no choice, have no control over your hunters, no choice, have to meet destiny, no choice..... sounds very droidlike to me.... I pity you C---” was my response.
“Having control and exerting control are two different things.” He said.
I kept the pressure on, “Are they? Hmmmm, how would you know if you didn't exercise the option?”
He attempted to switch to someone else I knew, though she was not much of a concern of mine, “J---, she has repeatedly pledged her loyalty to me, and I have repeatedly told her to find someone that wouldn't get her killed to pledge their loyalty to.”
I tried to get him to have Sy---- leave, and to protect Ji---- “Call off the dogs C---, so we can talk freely.”
He rankled, “Telling me to do something isn't a wise move in theis particular topic of discussion.”
“Eliminate all the posturing....You're restricting both our options. *shrug* Hell, you're the one who wanted to talk to me. You'd think you'd want me comfortable enough to talKy-----” I tried for angling at the information he needed.
“Talk? Who said anything about talk?” yet he was talking, so it was working so far.
If he got me to think of this as a fight, rather than a rescue it was over… I couldn’t allow him to dictate my actions, I remained calm, drawing on the link with my family.
I went back to the goodness I had perceived, making him uncomfortable and unsure of himself, “Ah.... well then, youve thought about our last conversation then? Didn't like the conclusion, and now you force yourself to reject it by having your crew around you.”
“Refresh my memorty of that discussion I don't consider Sy---- part of my 'crew' Noelyci.”
“I don't consider Sy---- anything but a friend. But where's Ji.?” I needed to assure her safety before I continuted this.
“In a house on Tat the last time I heard from the seeker droids.” I still was worried…. Maybe that’s why he couldn’t control the people he had under him.
“Ah, my mistkae, thought you'd have her close by.” I tried for another slam to his competence.
“Are you really so foolish?” he attempted.
Problem is I can laugh at myself now, “I don't know, it's possible, What do you think is foolish about me at the moment?”
“Beinon is easily decieved, he was bluffed.” "Good, Glad to see you are still in there somewhere," I appealed to the goodness again, and that was my tactic from thereon out."Deciet has always been a part of my ways.”
“As has mercy,”
“Heh, mercy?”
“You didn't kill me at times you could have, you aren't slaughtering Sy---- though she could rival your power in the force, looks like mercy to me.”
“Our sense of mercy contradicts.You and I fought together C---, you can't pretend too completely with me.”
“How little you know about me.”
He didn’t like this, he thought he’d try to distance himself from me, from the love and care I was wrapping in force and pouring into the room. Something I learned from another friend.
*small pause in the debriefing*(unidentified voice) “If you want to just relate the conversation at this point, rather then your impressions, this might be easer…”
Ky-----. Felt my need through the link and offered strength through the bond B----- did the same through Z---- I kept hammering away, " How much you've forgotten about yourself."
“I remember my old self clearly.”
“O? Tell me.”
He replied, “A weak and whimpering coward with a fool's head on his shoulder.”
I tried again to distract Sy---- “Need a drink?”
“I don't drink” This was actually good, it showed he was focused on me.
“I shrug, Just trying to be a good host.... how about you Sy----?”
Sy---- shook her head and frowned.
“Was it foolish to love?”
“I did not know the meaning of the word until I found Sy----” was his response, although I think he still dosen’t.
“O, good.... Glad to know you've found each other then.”
The link remained active, Z---- pouring out the dance and the talus mountain air with her strength.
That led me to ask, “Was it foolish to care about Z----, if it wasn't love? Or me, or the unit....? Or to see what the tools you've used could do to protect, to preserve?”
“She is weak and incompetant, the unit were uncaring heartless bastards.” Which showed his anger…. And a wedge.
I reminded him that it was a one sided dissolution, “Now, now, you walked away from me C---... Though I've moved to protect, I have never fought you have I? I've always tried to care, though you can be an ass about it.” And I smiled.
He chuckled at me and responded, “You were nowhere to be found back then.”
I nodded, “And for that I'm sorry. If I could have been I would.”
He tried to rewrite things, “And you have inadvertently fought me, forgotten RS so soon?”
I countered, showing him nuances he hadn’t thought of, “I have helped those I care for, I have protected the patrons at the jam, I have never shot you in the back, or the front for that matter.”
His fatalistic response was shrugging and responding, “You should have”
I got to the gambit I had for defeating him, “Maybe, but that's not the act of a friend.”
C--- shrugged his shoulders looking a little lost and in a soft voice said, “We're on opposite sides of a conflict.”
(Unidentified voice) “And that’s when we got the feed from your gallery security… Would you like to see the transcription of it or keep talking?"
[] begin transcript "Maybe, but what is it you pursue," Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be. 00:25:26 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "You ever ask for it?"
00:25:47 "I just want to protect my family....", Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly.
00:26:13 "The threat goes away and we can continue to be friends.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm.
00:26:20 You agree with C--- .
00:26:29 "You're absolutely right.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm.
00:27:07 "So why the big show to get me here?", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be. "Afraid I might be able to? Or still trying to convince yourself that you aren't facing a choice every day?"
00:27:15 "That you're locked in yet in control?", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be.
00:27:16 C--- shrugs his shoulders helplessly.
00:27:16 "Maybe I seek the same thing.", C--- says quietly. "Except I'm willing to sacrifice myself for them."
00:27:46 Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly, "Do you honestly think I mean harm to Sy----? Or that Z----, her sister at one time, does?"
00:28:09 "Neither of you could even scratch her fair skin.", C--- says in a soft voice.
00:28:21 "Then why are you worried?", Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly.
00:28:50 (quiet) C--- takes a few steps backs and motions towards the pair.
00:28:50 C--- says in a soft voice, "I'm not."
00:29:22 C--- says quietly, "I have faith in her abilities."
He was trying to get me to fight her there, which is something I didn’t want to do so I ignored it, focusing on the rescue, not the fight.
00:29:28 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "Then all your trying to do is not to protect is it?"
00:29:49 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "You continue to lie to yourself, to try to convince yourself."
00:29:53 "I give strength to those that are under my care.", C--- says quietly.
00:29:58 C--- says in a soft voice, "Ask her yourself."
00:30:09 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "No need, we all do that, it's called love."
00:30:13 You smile at C--- .
00:30:26 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "It's why we used to fight."
00:30:37 "I give them the power to defend themselves.", C--- says softly. "I don't fight their battles for them, don't cheat them of the growth that conflict provides."
00:30:41 Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly, "And in some ways I believe it's why you still fight."
00:31:22 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "That's honorable, and right. But you know you've gone too far, it's time to choose to come back from it C---.... you still can."
00:31:55 You shrug.
00:32:15 "Why?", C--- says quietly.
00:32:15 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "I find conflict is ever present, with or without someone shielding you, or holding you up."
00:32:28 "As is growth", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be.
I remember smelling the night air and hearing birds through the support mindlink at that time, it was refreshing to feel exactly what I needed to continue after him.
00:33:00 "What do you seek? Peace?", Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm.
00:33:14 "You hope to find that on your current path?", Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm.
00:33:23 "Peace is a lie. Conflict is ever present in the galaxy.", C--- says quietly.
00:33:29 "Lack of pain? Control?", Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm.
00:33:46 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "What do you pursue so doggedly old friend?"
00:33:48 "I flourish upon pain, my own and that of those that abide within this galaxy.", C--- says, rather quietly.
I began to draw on all the force giving items I had stashed there, as well as the love and offered strength of the family….
00:34:49 C--- shrugs his shoulders helplessly.
00:34:49 C--- says softly, "I means to restructure the galaxy."
00:34:55 "To what end?", Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly.
00:35:34 You smile at C--- .
00:36:07 C--- says softly, "The eradication of weakness."
00:36:07 C--- shrugs his shoulders helplessly.
00:36:37 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "Hmmmm, what would be left?"
00:36:41 "There is no easy way to put my goals into words..", C--- says in a soft voice.
00:36:41 (quiet) C--- trails off, his eyes seem to stare through the wall of the building.
00:36:53 "Try, you know you don't have to use words with me.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm.
00:37:23 C--- says softly, "You cannot touch my mind in your present state. He would destroy yours."
00:38:06 (quiet) C--- glances over to Sy---- and jerks his head towards the exit.
00:38:28 "Ahhh....", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be. "So you aren't alone, I thought that might be the case....."
At this point Ky-----. Had to drop the link, later I learned Sy---- was coming for him and he couldn’t remain.
00:39:13 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "Fight C---, talk to me without him, you're strong."
00:39:42 C--- laughs at you.
00:39:48 C--- says, rather quietly, "Why?"
00:39:49 Sy---- Luin sluggishly raises a eyebrow and nods, walking out past Noel, tossing an annoyed sneer at him.
00:40:57 "Because, you talked about savrafice for your friends....", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be. "I came here to do that...."
00:41:12 Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly, "But not for my family, for a friend I wasn't there for long ago"
00:41:15 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "You."
00:41:26 C--- raises an eyebrow at you.
00:41:26 C--- says, rather quietly, "You would give your own life?"
00:41:36 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "Of course...."
00:41:47 "I have an old comrade to save.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm.
00:42:16 "But I can't beat him, without you.....", Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm.
At this point the good in C--- was easy to reach, so I started to push harder, wrapping the room in love and care for the man I used to know, taking the love of my family from the link and converting it, offering it to him, dividing him against himself. Trying to send him strength for his internal fight....
00:42:51 C--- says evilly, "Stop that."
00:43:08 "Are you ready to be free of him?", Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm. "You know he's the weakness."
00:43:26 "Help me fight for you C---.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm.
00:43:27 C--- says, full of evil, "He has sculpted me into somethign stronger"
00:43:37 "And weaker.....", Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm.
I pushed even harder, not at him, just filling the room with it.
00:44:15 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "He hasn't sculpted C---, he's taken, Time to take it bacKy-----"
00:44:22 C--- howls evilly, "Stop it!"
00:44:28 "Take back control, take back your life.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm.
00:44:46 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "*adding in love, showing C--- that noel still cares*"
00:45:28 "We can beat him C---, I know we can.... Help me, take back your life.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be.
00:46:36 "All you have to do is let me in, side by side, like the old days.....", Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm. "Together."
00:46:45 "Don't try this nonsense on me!", C--- shouts, full of evil.
00:46:45 (malevolent) C--- 's visage seems to pass under a shadow as he quivers in his rage. His face seems to grow much older and his eyes rapdily become bloodshot. A blast of the Force flies from C--- towards Noelyci as he screams.
(unidentified voice) “You got up quickly, force thrown at you?”
Aye, but I pulled on the love I requested down the link and stood up straighter then I was before….
00:47:38 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "Ah, then, see, he can be fought."
00:47:50 "Let's go C---, let's get the bastard.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm.
00:48:32 (malevolent) C--- hisses through his teeth.
00:48:32 "I will NOT betray my Master, not yet.", C--- says, full of evil.
00:49:01 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "If not now, with someone to help, with someone who cares, that will die to help..... When?"
At that point I was calling out to the part of C--- I could sense, trying to offer him a pathway to help…. To me.
00:49:45 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "Come over here and we'll fight him together....."
00:49:47 Sy---- Luin is sneering even darker than before, clenching the hilt of her saber as she walks back in, making no effort to be quiet or sublte about it.
00:49:56 Sy---- Luin blinks in disbelief at you.
00:49:56 Sy---- Luin raises an eyebrow at you.
00:50:07 "When I have gleaned every last bit of knowledge I can from him, and when I assume the mantle of Darth Exuro.", C--- says malevolently. "NOT before then."
00:50:10 "I care C---, always did.", Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly.
00:50:18 (malevolent) C--- glowers in his rage.
00:50:39 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "Even when you make it damn difficult, we don't have to like each other to fight together."
00:50:57 "Let me help you destroy him.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be.
00:51:31 "You would sell yourself over to the Dark Side, as I did?", C--- says malevolently.
00:51:43 "No....", Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm. "I don't need to."
00:51:44 Sy---- Luin rolls her eyes in disgust at the conversation as she catches back up, absently walking around while playing with her saber in her gloved hand.
00:51:56 "I stand on the sword.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be.
00:52:38 "What's dark about saving a friend, or fighting tyranny?", Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm.
00:52:42 You smile at C--- .
00:52:51 "Things you believe in.", Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly.
00:53:16 "Why should I care about Empires and Republics?", C--- says evilly.
00:53:24 C--- says, full of evil, "They all crumble into decay and ruin."
00:53:45 "The tyranny of your mind is worse then those.....", Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm.
00:53:54 "...", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be. "And you hate it. I can feel it."
00:54:08 "Stop avoiding it, fight for it.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be. "Take it bacKy-----"
00:54:17 C--- says evilly, "That depends on what you define as the tyranny of my mind."
00:54:34 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "Stand the fuck up Colonel and fight for the most valuable thing you have, yourself."
00:54:56 Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly, "*still pushing*"
00:55:32 "I said STOP!", C--- howls, full of evil.
He tried to knock me over again, but this time I had no problem standing…. Because it wasn’t him…. It was something else.
00:55:43 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "Never."
00:55:47 Sy---- Luin frowns.
00:55:49 "I care about you C---", Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly.
00:56:03 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "That will not change. (firmly and with certainity)"
00:56:23 C--- shakes his head negatively at you.
00:56:23 C--- says evilly, "You are a fool."
00:56:39 (calm) Noelyci Ineucelia comes back with more force, love and concern wrapped force back at C---.
00:56:46 "Maybe, but I'm loyal.", Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly.
00:56:50 You smile at C--- .
Was interesting, Z---- was sending memories down the link, memories that gave me such a solid place to fight from. Because even though I was there to rescue someone, this was definitely a fight.
00:57:22 C--- howls malevolently, "I don't WANT THIS! You say you care, yet you try to force these things upon me!?"
00:58:24 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "I'm not forcing, you can take or not, just wrapping it around you, letting you see the truth of it."
00:58:32 "Devia ATTACKED ME because Sy---- wanted to be by my side damnit Noelyci, I don't WANT to join you again! Not people with that type of character!", C--- howls, full of evil.
00:58:56 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "I don't ask you to join anybody but me C---, nobody else is in here."
00:59:53 (malevolent) C--- snarls deep in the back of his throat and then screams incoherently for a duration.
01:00:26 (calm) Noelyci Ineucelia fills the room with care, and the absolute certainity that C--- can do this, if he want's to.
01:01:17 "Stop it..stop it...stop it...Stop it...Stop It", C--- jabbers malevolently.
01:01:23 "STOP IT!", C--- shouts evilly.
01:01:36 (calm) Noelyci Ineucelia dials it up.
01:02:09 "Stop what? Telling the truth.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be.
01:02:34 (calm) Noelyci Ineucelia offers C--- his hand.
01:02:51 "These sensations...stop it...I don't want them", C--- says malevolently.
01:03:17 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "I'm not causing anything other than options my friend...."
01:03:23 Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly, "Ones you thought were gone"
01:03:52 C--- says malevolently, "Ones I don't -want- Noelyci!"
01:04:03 Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly, "Then why are you still here?"
01:04:49 C--- says malevolently, "I don't knoow.."
01:04:49 (malevolent) C--- sounds frantic as he clutches his head in his hands.
01:05:04 Sy---- Luin frowns at C--- .
01:05:32 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "Take my hand C---, let's fight together again, against the voice in the back of your head."
01:07:13 C--- says malevolently, "No...no...no no no no nononononono NO"
01:07:13 (malevolent) C--- shakes his head in his hands.
01:07:42 Sy---- Luin frowns as she watches, but has faith in C---, letting him deal with noel.
01:09:57 "I'm here C---.....", Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly. "Your choice."
01:10:34 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "How long it's been since somebody offered this?"
01:10:41 "You can feel I'm sincere.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm.
01:11:03 "Never..never..never....never..never......never....I'll never join you", C--- says, full of evil.
01:11:16 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "Allow me to join you C---..... In your fight."
01:11:31 Sy---- Luin mutters.
01:11:31 "Leave him alone..", Sy---- Luin says. "And let's leave this place C---.."
01:11:34 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "I need nothing from you."
01:12:05 "I will not subvert you.... I will not control you....", Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly.
01:12:34 Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly, "I will only care for the man I knew."
01:12:55 C--- mumbles evilly, "He no longer exists in that form."
01:13:11 "Maybe, but what's left is still worth saving.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm.
01:13:30 Sy---- Luin grits her teeth.
01:13:41 "Nothing is left that NEEDS saving", C--- says, full of evil.
01:14:06 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "The fact you still stand here listening to me, hoping, proves the lie in that statement."
01:14:44 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "You cannot convince me to leave C---, I won't abandon this, you can walk away from it, but then it will be your choice."
01:14:54 C--- says, full of evil, "Be silent!"
01:15:04 "Would taht make it easier?", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be.
01:15:11 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "To ignore, to lie to yourself?"
01:15:15 "Let's leave.. C---, nothing can be gained from this.", Sy---- Luin mumbles.
01:15:44 You disagree with Sy---- Luin.
01:16:06 C--- says evilly, "I'm not lying to myself....I'm not"
01:16:44 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "So, your choice brother.... Leave, convince yourself that you don't hope. Take the punishment for your quandry, live with the battle, or end it, gain an ally, and be yourself again."
01:18:18 "No...no....no", C--- says, full of evil.
01:18:18 (malevolent) C--- 's face contorts in physical anguish and he clutches at his chest.
01:18:20 (calm) Noelyci Ineucelia moves his hand, still held out.
01:19:02 "No to what my friend?", Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm.
01:19:56 (malevolent) C--- seems unable to speak, still clutching and clawing at his chest. He drops down to one knee.
01:20:09 (calm) Noelyci Ineucelia lowers his hand, offering to help him up.
01:20:18 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "Do you need help C---. Just asKy-----"
01:20:23 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "Just take my hand."
01:21:17 Sy---- Luin worry settles in her eyes as she starts to step closer, squeezing her saber tightly.
01:21:35 (painful) C--- doesn't move, whether out of hesitation or physical pain is unknown.
01:22:03 (calm) Noelyci Ineucelia clearly makes no move, showing Sy---- he is doing nothing....
01:22:14 (calm) Noelyci Ineucelia ... but his hand remains extended.
01:24:57 Sy---- Luin blinks in disbelief at C--- .
01:24:58 Sy---- Luin says, "The hell..?"
01:25:45 "..stop it...PLEASE.....make it stop..", C--- whispers with great difficulty.
01:25:58 "Can I take your hand C---?", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be.
01:26:07 Sy---- Luin snaps her gaze to Noel.
01:26:07 Sy---- Luin says, "Stop whatever your doing.."
01:26:25 (calm) Noelyci Ineucelia is wrapped in an immense amount of power.
01:26:42 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "I'm only talking...."
01:26:57 "...only trying to help a friend.", Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly.
01:27:01 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "Or two."
01:27:07 Sy---- Luin says, "Bullshit.."
01:27:07 Sy---- Luin sneers at C--- .
01:27:07 Sy---- Luin says, "Your hurting him.."
01:27:14 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "He's hurting himself."
01:27:22 Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly, "Has been for a long long time."
01:27:36 (painful) C--- nods and shakes his head at the same time.
01:27:36 C--- whispers with great pain, ".just...make it stop.."
These are the words that gave me permission, this is where he asked for my help….
01:28:35 Sy---- Luin slowly starts to slide her thumb towards the small activation stud on her saber, clenching her teeth together.
01:28:43 (calm) Noelyci Ineucelia Includes Sy---- in the emotion wrapped force hes projecting.
01:29:04 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "You can feel what I'm doing Sy----, I care about you both, that's all this is. Is loyalty and friendship."
01:29:11 (painful) C--- screams in agony.
01:29:28 (calm) Noelyci Ineucelia touches C---s twisted claw gently.
01:29:33 "It's alright C---.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be.
01:29:40 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "I'm here."
01:29:46 Sy---- Luin seems to be effected much less by Noels efforts for some reason, almost shrugging it off.
01:29:46 "Your trying to twist him to your ways..", Sy---- Luin says.
01:30:02 You disagree with Sy---- Luin.
01:30:13 "I just want my friend back Sy----, you too.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be.
01:31:09 (calm) Noelyci Ineucelia opens some form of path with the physical touch....
01:31:39 C--- rolls his eyes and they fall back into his skull.
01:31:42 "It's alright C---, I have your 6.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be.
01:31:54 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "Trust me. (to both of them)"
01:32:29 Sy---- Luin says, "Stop it!"
01:32:29 Sy---- Luin snarls out, more at for what is happening to C---, than herself.. still not really being touched by it.
I told him through a tenative mind linKy-----... "Come on, come over here and we'll fight him together....
01:32:59 "I cannot.... Too late for that.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm.
01:33:32 "I will not abandon a friend in need.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm.
01:34:11 (painful) C--- 's being seems to begin to pass through into Noelyci, whereas a large part of it also clings to C---'s form.
01:34:23 You gasp for air!
01:34:27 Sy---- Luin jams her thumb down over the leather covered activation stud, the blade snapping to life in the air as she watches.
01:34:52 "There, thank you my friend.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm.
01:35:22 (painful) C--- falls backwards, his eyes falling closed as he hits the ground.....limp.
01:35:23 You tell C---, '*ms Prepares a place in the back of himself for what he recieved.'.
01:35:37 You smile at Sy---- Luin.
01:35:48 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "It's alright, he's fine.... With me now."
01:36:07 Sy---- Luin her thumb slips off the stud in a moment of shock, the blade retracting as she rushes over to C---'s limp form, bending down to press a hand to his cheek, looking up wildly at noel.
01:36:08 Sy---- Luin says, "What did you do?!"
01:36:08 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "The one responsible can now pay for his crimes."
01:36:27 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "Nothing, he chose to save what remained."
01:36:35 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "I provided a means."
I pulled my saber out but didn't ignite it, trying to remain calm.... 01:37:42 Sy---- Luin snarls wildly, her fingers twitching back from C---'s cold cheeKy-----
01:37:42 Sy---- Luin says, "You.. You've almost killed him.. and used that sick side of the force on him.."
01:38:02 "No, I saved him, the shell on the floor isn't C---.", Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly.
01:38:11 Noelyci Ineucelia says calmly, "And can be destroyed."
01:39:19 Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be, "Stand back Sy----..... It's time...."
01:39:22 Sy---- Luin clenches her teeth, her face contoring through a series of painful emotions, squeezing her eyes shut as she slowly stands back up.
01:39:22 Sy---- Luin says, "You.. Son of a bitch.."
01:39:22 Sy---- Luin snaps her eyes back open, glaring at him with seething hatred.
01:39:22 Sy---- Luin says, "I hope your ready to awnser for what you've done.."
01:39:52 Sy---- Luin says, "Never!"
01:39:52 Sy---- Luin twists her wrist, her saber sprining back to life, held over C---'s body.
01:39:52 Sy---- Luin says, "Don't.. Touch him."
01:39:55 "What is it you think I've done?", Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm.
01:40:15 "You've hurt him.. And are trying to kill him.. that's all I care about..", Sy---- Luin says.
01:40:46 "Alright, fine.... Take him with you, but pay close attention Sy----, the part that cares about you isn't there anymore.", Noelyci Ineucelia says, calm as can be.
01:40:53 Sy---- Luin growls at you.
01:41:06 Noelyci Ineucelia says, quite calm, "Be very very careful....."
01:41:21 Noelyci Ineucelia says, cool and calm, "What has complete control now, isn't what we love."
01:41:22 "He's always cared about me and always will..", Sy---- Luin says. "Watch your back, scum.. I'll repay you one day.. and we both know who would win between us."
01:41:26 Sy---- Luin glares at you.
01:41:36 "Aye, if it came to it.", Noelyci Ineucelia says.
01:41:37 "You know nothing.. And presume so much.", Sy---- Luin says.
01:41:49 Noelyci Ineucelia says,somewhat depressed, "But I don't intend to fight you Sy----, not the way you mean."
01:42:11 "Perhaps, but what if I'm right?", Noelyci Ineucelia says.
01:42:18 Sy---- Luin gives him a sick, twisted, grin.
01:42:18 "It'd be the only way, what you just did to him..", Sy---- Luin says. "Wouldn't work on me. Food for thought.."
01:42:33 Sy---- Luin says, "Your not right.. You have but a taste of the force and think you suddenly know everything."
01:42:38 Noelyci Ineucelia says, "I did nothing to him, nothing I don't do for you right now."
01:42:48 Sy---- Luin snorts at you.
01:42:50 Noelyci Ineucelia says, "I know very very little."
01:43:01 "And freely admit it.", Noelyci Ineucelia says.
01:43:12 Noelyci Ineucelia says, "But I love very very much."
01:43:17 Sy---- Luin says, "Spare me the annoyance Noelyci.. And leave, before I chase you out. You can do nothing to me.. and I will not let you do anything else to him."
01:43:39 "This is my place Sy----.", Noelyci Ineucelia says. "You can leave if you wish."
01:44:11 "Drag the corpse out with you if you must, it's long dead, has been even when it was walking around.", Noelyci Ineucelia says.
01:44:25 Sy---- Luin narrows her eyes dangerously.
01:44:25 "Then get out of my way and sight.. If C--- wasn't laying here like this, you'd already be fending me off despertly by now.", Sy---- Luin says.
01:44:43 You bow to Sy---- Luin.
01:44:51 Noelyci Ineucelia says, "Be my guest"
01:45:34 Sy---- Luin closes her eyes again, shuddering madly as she deactivates the saber, extending her free hand down at C---.
01:46:03 Noelyci Ineucelia says, "Once your'e past your pain, if you need to talKy-----..."
01:46:25 "..", Noelyci Ineucelia says. "You know how to find me."
01:46:36 Sy---- Luin calls on the force to lift him up, stalking out of the building while floating him along side her.
01:46:36 "I don't NEED to talk.", Sy---- Luin says. "Oh.. and next time I see you or Z----.. I am not.. being so nice.."
01:46:49 "Z---- had nothing to do with this.", Noelyci Ineucelia says.
01:47:09 "She was with that bastard outside..", Sy---- Luin says. "She has everything to do with this."
01:47:22 Sy---- Luin says, "Next time, I will do more than leave her bleeding on the street.."
01:47:31 Noelyci Ineucelia says, "Don't be misguided in your anger"
*soft sound of sobbing* I did the right thing…… I just hope that I didn’t destroy another….
*end recording*
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