~Names have been changed to protect the guilty.
[originally posted 10/25/2005]
I've learned how to wrap the shadows around me, I've been living there so long that I can do it in the daylight now.... and it's probably the coolest trick I've come up with, though the source concerns me...
I've been learning more about C. I watched him meet with those men who surround Z. Picking at them, trying to gain paths to power, although I think he likes the fact that it causes her pain as a side benefit.
He met K. at the ruins outside RS. Talking about the book that he needs, and K's blood. Without warning he beat K. to a pulp, the blood on his hand may be enough, although my gift tells me he needs it all. I watched from the shadows, I tried to send some healing and strength K's way but it did nothing to change the end result. I'm not sure anything would have if I was to remain in the shadows.... and that is my concern. Am I truly a coward? Or am I exercising wisdom in knowing that I cannot challenge someone who rips the life out of people with his mind?
It got even worse when Z. showed up.... I couldn't do anything to help her either..... if I had then there would have been nobody to get them medical attention...
How come I feel like I'm rationalizing..... maybe that old text I discovered will help me find an answer, although it may just help me find more blood on my hands....
I've learned how to wrap the shadows around me, I've been living there so long that I can do it in the daylight now.... and it's probably the coolest trick I've come up with, though the source concerns me...
I've been learning more about C. I watched him meet with those men who surround Z. Picking at them, trying to gain paths to power, although I think he likes the fact that it causes her pain as a side benefit.
He met K. at the ruins outside RS. Talking about the book that he needs, and K's blood. Without warning he beat K. to a pulp, the blood on his hand may be enough, although my gift tells me he needs it all. I watched from the shadows, I tried to send some healing and strength K's way but it did nothing to change the end result. I'm not sure anything would have if I was to remain in the shadows.... and that is my concern. Am I truly a coward? Or am I exercising wisdom in knowing that I cannot challenge someone who rips the life out of people with his mind?
It got even worse when Z. showed up.... I couldn't do anything to help her either..... if I had then there would have been nobody to get them medical attention...
How come I feel like I'm rationalizing..... maybe that old text I discovered will help me find an answer, although it may just help me find more blood on my hands....
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