~Names have been changed to protect the guilty.
[originally posted 11/8/2005]
I’m happy for them, I truly am. They are so deserving of each other and so good to and for each other that I’m surprised it didn’t happen within seconds of their re-acquaintance. I love her and am glad she’s happy, she deserves it, he’ll protect her well and I can feel comfortable stepping away from that role. I feel the darkness is behind her now, she trusts herself enough to get married.
I found out just by running into them in Dearic. Holding hands at the starport like teenagers. Quite cute actually. She said I was one of the first to know, which is fine, if they weren’t going to invite anyone then I certainly shouldn’t be an exception. I blessed them both and offered them the bunker for the next few days, the security system should stop anyone from bothering them for awhile, after all the two of them are still being hunted.
Looking at the two of them in the starport was strange in a way; the connective bond I felt through the force was tangible, like I could touch it…. I probably shouldn’t have but I tweaked it, they should be able to feel each other no matter where they are on the known worlds now. I gave up a bit of myself to do it, but it’s the most perfect wedding present I could give to my sister and new brother. I made a show of giving him my secure contact information, not that I need it to track him or her for that matter. I’ve felt their minds, I can find them wherever I need to. My that sounded sinister, didn’t it? Not meant too, this is my family, these are the ones I’ll sacrifice myself for down the road… that time is coming sooner then I want it to.
I was a bit jealous of course, I’ve been lonely…. The isolation is good for my talent, and bad for my heart. The dream of a family, the dream of a peaceful night in the Talusian Mountains with only family’s laughter in the air. I think that’s gone for me. Someone pointed out that I was hiding again. They didn’t mean in the shadows, they meant in my interactions. And they are absolutely right. The operative in me has come back. I’ve put on the old public face, because I don’t want them to know what I truly plan….. Someone has to stop it, and I doubt that the person who does will remain in one piece…. I have bled enough and caused enough blood, it’s almost time to do that one final time….
I’m glad the two of them found each other before I have to leave them…. It makes it easier.
Dedicated to Ky------ & Z---- Congratulations!
I’m happy for them, I truly am. They are so deserving of each other and so good to and for each other that I’m surprised it didn’t happen within seconds of their re-acquaintance. I love her and am glad she’s happy, she deserves it, he’ll protect her well and I can feel comfortable stepping away from that role. I feel the darkness is behind her now, she trusts herself enough to get married.
I found out just by running into them in Dearic. Holding hands at the starport like teenagers. Quite cute actually. She said I was one of the first to know, which is fine, if they weren’t going to invite anyone then I certainly shouldn’t be an exception. I blessed them both and offered them the bunker for the next few days, the security system should stop anyone from bothering them for awhile, after all the two of them are still being hunted.
Looking at the two of them in the starport was strange in a way; the connective bond I felt through the force was tangible, like I could touch it…. I probably shouldn’t have but I tweaked it, they should be able to feel each other no matter where they are on the known worlds now. I gave up a bit of myself to do it, but it’s the most perfect wedding present I could give to my sister and new brother. I made a show of giving him my secure contact information, not that I need it to track him or her for that matter. I’ve felt their minds, I can find them wherever I need to. My that sounded sinister, didn’t it? Not meant too, this is my family, these are the ones I’ll sacrifice myself for down the road… that time is coming sooner then I want it to.
I was a bit jealous of course, I’ve been lonely…. The isolation is good for my talent, and bad for my heart. The dream of a family, the dream of a peaceful night in the Talusian Mountains with only family’s laughter in the air. I think that’s gone for me. Someone pointed out that I was hiding again. They didn’t mean in the shadows, they meant in my interactions. And they are absolutely right. The operative in me has come back. I’ve put on the old public face, because I don’t want them to know what I truly plan….. Someone has to stop it, and I doubt that the person who does will remain in one piece…. I have bled enough and caused enough blood, it’s almost time to do that one final time….
I’m glad the two of them found each other before I have to leave them…. It makes it easier.
Dedicated to Ky------ & Z---- Congratulations!
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