[originally posted 11/14/2005]

So tired.... Sh---- must have gotten me here last night... by the time it was over I couldn't lift my head, let alone drive... remember a conversation of sorts.... maybe not.

I was right about him... he was trapped in there, manipulated, controlled. In the end he left it, I can feel him in the back of my head now, getting used to it, becoming comfortable. I'm glad I was able to save my old friend.

She wouldn't let me destroy the body. I can't blame her, she dosen't understand yet, that he isn't resident anymore... So much rage.... I wish she hadn't been witness to it. Maybe if Z. hadn't been nearby, but I'm glad she was..... I told her I was right..... if she believes me I don't know.

I saved an old friend, I just hope I haven't destroyed another.... more later, must sleep.