[originally posted 10/6/2005] Interesting duty this week at the Jam. Z is still nowhere to be found, checked every haunt I know about, and some she probably didn't know I knew about. We had a decent showing, although without her promotional skills it was a bit low on attendence. Quiet though, which was nice. It's always a bit hard for me to work security at those things, I never get to spend enough time with people I haven't seen in a while, then again they don't understand where I am now so it often just makes me feel more isolated to be with them anyway.
R noticed I was 'connected' for the first time tonight, called herself the sister of Z. Will have to get that story later. She attempted to call my path into doubt, want's to train me.... *laugh* .... I told her nobody alive could train me. I've not met one force sensitive person yet with the ability to recieve visions, to sense probability, there are muttering in the records I've found... of something called a seer, I believe I must be descended from that...
C. was there of course, but things were remarkably quiet between he and K. Interesting to watch of course. T and his new girl K were also in prominent view.Afterwards I met up with A & R, they are an interesting couple, good thing I was a bit drunk and fell asleep, tempting.... but not ultimately where I want to go.... I need to watch that, the longing and companionship is getting too hard to ignore, I'm going to make a mistake.... it's going to cost me more than I want to admit, the dice are rolling and the cards are spinning. I can feel them in the background. Unfortunately it's my own fate that's getting wagered.
(This blog is a fictional journal of a character from the game Star Wars Galaxies. An MMORPG with a strong roleplaying community. Thanks to all the people I play with in the Sunrunner Galaxy. I couldn't tell this story without you.)
Clear Skies, ~Noel
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