~Names have been changed to protect the guilty.
[originally posted 9/30/2005]
Destiny is a funny thing...
I don't feel destined for anything, or at least I didn't. I know that there is a path that I am part of, I can feel the stream bending and flowing around me. But I don't know if I am altering the course or being swept along with it. It's strange being able to see the permutations, influence the odds and yet, not feel that your efforts tip the balance at all.
The Jam was pleasant this week, nothing happened there until I got off duty. When C showed up and blasted K with some immense amount of negative energy. K is really really unsettled. Seems that his defenses and shields are down. Which I understand considering what he's been through, although I don't know what I can do to help. The 'simple man' he is needs to rest in his own self. He says he isn't special... which I don't agree with, if he holds my sister's attention then he isn't just normal.
How do you teach a deaf child to sing? I know if he regains confidence in who and what he is, with little to no pretense, that C can do nothing to him. But I don't know how to help him do that. Might be something Z has to do.
I thought maybe C just needed an out.... but he still revels in the power that he has. He want's more just for it's own sake.... although that's not quite fair. Something has deeply hurt him and he's trying to 'correct' it. Too bad the natural order can't always be corrected. But I do supposse the infatuation with power is understandable. My own abilities are growing and I can see the allure. It's a bit scary to reach out with a thought and defeat the effect of gravity, or sense thoughts, or stop a heart, but it can be exhiliarting.
In some ways I've changed, I don't dream of the house in the mountains above Dearic anymore. I don't see little ones in my future.... Nico has the operations running smoother then I ever did. The Alliance just keeps me around in hopes that I won't turn against them. It's been a long journey..... and I can see the end..... protect those I can.... I only hope C can be redeemed before I kill him. Of course, dosen't matter either way, the result must be the same....
....see, Destiny is a funny thing.
Att: Imperial Last Will & Testament AK872 [Ineucelia, Noelyci] reciept confirmed
Destiny is a funny thing...
I don't feel destined for anything, or at least I didn't. I know that there is a path that I am part of, I can feel the stream bending and flowing around me. But I don't know if I am altering the course or being swept along with it. It's strange being able to see the permutations, influence the odds and yet, not feel that your efforts tip the balance at all.
The Jam was pleasant this week, nothing happened there until I got off duty. When C showed up and blasted K with some immense amount of negative energy. K is really really unsettled. Seems that his defenses and shields are down. Which I understand considering what he's been through, although I don't know what I can do to help. The 'simple man' he is needs to rest in his own self. He says he isn't special... which I don't agree with, if he holds my sister's attention then he isn't just normal.
How do you teach a deaf child to sing? I know if he regains confidence in who and what he is, with little to no pretense, that C can do nothing to him. But I don't know how to help him do that. Might be something Z has to do.
I thought maybe C just needed an out.... but he still revels in the power that he has. He want's more just for it's own sake.... although that's not quite fair. Something has deeply hurt him and he's trying to 'correct' it. Too bad the natural order can't always be corrected. But I do supposse the infatuation with power is understandable. My own abilities are growing and I can see the allure. It's a bit scary to reach out with a thought and defeat the effect of gravity, or sense thoughts, or stop a heart, but it can be exhiliarting.
In some ways I've changed, I don't dream of the house in the mountains above Dearic anymore. I don't see little ones in my future.... Nico has the operations running smoother then I ever did. The Alliance just keeps me around in hopes that I won't turn against them. It's been a long journey..... and I can see the end..... protect those I can.... I only hope C can be redeemed before I kill him. Of course, dosen't matter either way, the result must be the same....
....see, Destiny is a funny thing.
Att: Imperial Last Will & Testament AK872 [Ineucelia, Noelyci] reciept confirmed
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