~Names have been changed to protect the guilty.
[originally posted 9/12/2005]
Yeah, I know, I said I was done hiding, but then again making it easy for someone to catch me was never easy either. Did alot of training these last few days. Working as a freelancer with one of the hunting cooperatives out of Rielig Steppes. It was good, I felt focused on learning how to harness all this. There are several members of ORHI that may develop their own connection to the force over time. It will be interesting to watch. On the other hand I felt extremely isolated and alone being the only one currently going down that path...
I don't have anyone to fight for right now. I'm glad they are all on their own two feet, it's a good thing, and what I hoped for. But all they see when they look at me is the old reputation, the shadow of what I am. I'm used to being in the shadows, and that's fine, but you'd think the unit would understand that what advantage the Alliance took when they decided to put me in the role they did.
I've recovered, although some of the habits are still there, truly I'm just lonely... and feeling unneeded. Supposse that's the downside of being a seer, when they don't need you you don't know what to do but turn it inside...
...someone will need me again, it always moves in cycles.
Yeah, I know, I said I was done hiding, but then again making it easy for someone to catch me was never easy either. Did alot of training these last few days. Working as a freelancer with one of the hunting cooperatives out of Rielig Steppes. It was good, I felt focused on learning how to harness all this. There are several members of ORHI that may develop their own connection to the force over time. It will be interesting to watch. On the other hand I felt extremely isolated and alone being the only one currently going down that path...
I don't have anyone to fight for right now. I'm glad they are all on their own two feet, it's a good thing, and what I hoped for. But all they see when they look at me is the old reputation, the shadow of what I am. I'm used to being in the shadows, and that's fine, but you'd think the unit would understand that what advantage the Alliance took when they decided to put me in the role they did.
I've recovered, although some of the habits are still there, truly I'm just lonely... and feeling unneeded. Supposse that's the downside of being a seer, when they don't need you you don't know what to do but turn it inside...
...someone will need me again, it always moves in cycles.
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