~Names have been changed to protect the guilty.
[originally posted 12/2/2005]
The Jam was packed this week, was great to see the advertising continue to pay off and although we had a few weapon slips no real issues happened. I finally upgraded the shields so future jams shouldn't be a problem at all. I'm developing a good secondary crew of people as well to be my eyes and ears.... honestly it's gotten too big for me to be everywhere at once.
I saw Sh---- there this week, she looks better although still tired. She's more secure. The bonds of the force are growing stronger. It seems she's realizing that this is part of who she is and without exploration it will kill her, she'll do something dangerous... like a kid who touches the stove. I just hope she studies it like she did medicine. Although I don't worry that much about her, she'll be fine..... She did mention she saw a remenant, a ghost.... she felt she could touch it through the force.... I don't quite know what that would do to one so new to the journey, I offered her my help of course....
Speaking of ghosts.... the council has resumed deliberations. I didn't find out about it until the day of. Which is fine. I don't consider myself a jedi and don't want the mantle. I need no validation for my journey from anyone. I respect the people involved. I just see the cards falling differently.... they are trying to ressurect the idea of rules, of structure, of order and rigidity. The force flows, it shifts, it's imbued with myriad possibilities and turns and twists. Locking it down to one 'way' is a mistake.... one too many fall into on both sides. There should be no jedi, there should be no 'sith'. There is only the force and the journey.... I know some of those 'masters' involved respect my viewpoint, but I have not been asked to join and will not lock myself into where my path leads..... I don't see a good end to ressurecting one place for those who hate people like us to attack, one source of information, one method... one static unchanging lack of growth.... Change is most effective from within..... I wonder.... but at this point it's moot.
I got a note from D---- She's awakened to what was always there.... surprised at how it brought some things back I thought I was past... I almost looked for something stronger then deathsticks, it was so strong... the flames always touch when you least expect.....and the old ones burn hottest.
The Jam was packed this week, was great to see the advertising continue to pay off and although we had a few weapon slips no real issues happened. I finally upgraded the shields so future jams shouldn't be a problem at all. I'm developing a good secondary crew of people as well to be my eyes and ears.... honestly it's gotten too big for me to be everywhere at once.
I saw Sh---- there this week, she looks better although still tired. She's more secure. The bonds of the force are growing stronger. It seems she's realizing that this is part of who she is and without exploration it will kill her, she'll do something dangerous... like a kid who touches the stove. I just hope she studies it like she did medicine. Although I don't worry that much about her, she'll be fine..... She did mention she saw a remenant, a ghost.... she felt she could touch it through the force.... I don't quite know what that would do to one so new to the journey, I offered her my help of course....
Speaking of ghosts.... the council has resumed deliberations. I didn't find out about it until the day of. Which is fine. I don't consider myself a jedi and don't want the mantle. I need no validation for my journey from anyone. I respect the people involved. I just see the cards falling differently.... they are trying to ressurect the idea of rules, of structure, of order and rigidity. The force flows, it shifts, it's imbued with myriad possibilities and turns and twists. Locking it down to one 'way' is a mistake.... one too many fall into on both sides. There should be no jedi, there should be no 'sith'. There is only the force and the journey.... I know some of those 'masters' involved respect my viewpoint, but I have not been asked to join and will not lock myself into where my path leads..... I don't see a good end to ressurecting one place for those who hate people like us to attack, one source of information, one method... one static unchanging lack of growth.... Change is most effective from within..... I wonder.... but at this point it's moot.
I got a note from D---- She's awakened to what was always there.... surprised at how it brought some things back I thought I was past... I almost looked for something stronger then deathsticks, it was so strong... the flames always touch when you least expect.....and the old ones burn hottest.
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