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[This was mostly written by Synla, who I love writing with, *hugs*, but that explains the wierd section of third person. Enjoy the guest writing.]The flows move where they will... I can only do my best. I got the package from Colin today...I remember that I got on the comm that day with some trepedation. The memory almost outside personal experience.... “I have need of your skills.” “Wonderful...

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[Noel is meditating, teaching his student/friend Shalis shortly after the death of his Gran. They speak mostly through telepathic link, not breaking the still night air in the mountains of Talus.]"I haven't been sleeping more then a couple hours a night... Devia's been on my case about it too."Why? I thought I was the only person who used to run myself ragged like that.Because.... the flows, the

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[Much has happened, Noel is back in system after attending to his Grandmother's last days.]Damn.... all that data is corrupted.... ah well, some semi quick updates....Z. was with K. again when I came back briefly.... she put the kids in danger so I told her until she shaped up I wasn't going to allow her to put them before herself. It broke her heart but she did some hard thinking and seems to be

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[Noel's godchildren have been threatened. He's picking them up and escaping, which coincides with a summons by his semi-estranged grandmother.]One nice thing about the independant spirit of dantooine is that I didn't need to hide my approach as I landed. Colin was sleeping in the back and I didn't bother waking him. I was pretty sure this was the last bit of flying I'd be able to do for a while.

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[Noelyci is talking telepathically to Sh., A friend and sometime student who has lost her vision on her recent adventures and is recovering in a village on Dathomir.]I went back to Dathomir, I had sensed Sh. when I was in the middle of rescuing I. with Devia. It was time to check in with her, I had the impression she was safe but it's always best to follow up. Piloting the small unmarked fighter

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[Noleyci and Devia are breaking out a gifted child, taken by the Imperial Inquisition because of his sensitivity to the force. B. is a rebel general, El. is a Jedi in the New Jedi Order.]I remember the last time I was here... when I went on my rampage. The night I proposed to Devia. She's with me now... and they still stand no chance. We clouded their minds, crept up behind them, and ignited our

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[Noelyci's adopted sister is residing in Amethyst Vale on Dantooine, a town under the watch of the Imperial Garrison - whose commander has been engineered to hunt down and eliminate Jedi.]He called her Mother. How bad has his life been that he called her that just because she was kind? He has memories of the destruction of the temple and the slaughtering of the younglings... something nobody

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Her hands are beautiful... hell... all of her is beautiful. But I watched her hands trace some of my scars... her fingertips and mind absorbing where I got each one. None in our adventures of the night, though she had a few... I know she is learning everything about me. Each mark on my skin and the story it tells. I wanted to tell her that she had healed much about the marks left on my heart.

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[Noleyci was raised in an Imperial Sponsored Orphanage when he was a child. The Jam is a weekly party at the River Bend cantina. B. is a semi-disgraced Jedi and Ji. is his wife.]After last week's Jam I wasn't sure there was much left to just amuse me socially. So much of my life is filled with obligations, both self-imposed and as a duty to those I've recruited, that I thought there wasn't much

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[Noelyci is a force sensitive who has rejected the title of Jedi.]It's been interesting going to the Jam as a patron rather then a security officer. I've enjoyed it for the most part. Although things have gotten a bit rougher I've noticed. Some other people noticed too last night. I agreed saying that a certain class of people seemed to cause the problems. Ky. heard me and wanted to show off so

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So much has been lost… first of course to Vader’s pursuit of the ones with any ability at all. I see the Inquisitors stalking those with ability and wonder if they know that once it’s done and over with they too will get a blade in the back. It takes sensitivity to the force to detect those with the curse. When the Empire feels it has eliminated them all it will have no need of specialist hunters

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[Noelyci is a force sensitive who has rejected the old jedi way of doing things and strives for balance, seeing dark and light as artificial aspects of the force, yet he is familiar with the Jedi code and traditions, having done much research into what he is. A seer.]"The crystal is the heart of the blade. The heart is the crystal of the Jedi. The Jedi is the crystal of the Force. The Force is

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[Noelyci is godfather to two of his sister's children, both force sensitive and inquisitive.]His hair looks like his moms... shorter, but full and shiny. He bounced off the shuttle like a typical 10 year old. No matter what his actual age is. I'm glad Z. let me take him out. She's been careful and I don't blame her but he shouldn't be oversheltered... it wouldn't do.He looked around with eyes as

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[Noelyci founded a company, later blackmailed out of it... He's coming back to reclaim what was his.]I'm back... had to resign my commission to do it, but I'll never stop being what I am. An intelligence operative and analyst. Even more so now with my gifts... I had a hard time writing the letter to the High Command of the 7th. I don't like leaving behind the community, though they will still be

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[Noelyci is a Seer, a force user uniquely gifted in foresight and foretelling.] Something's coming.... something big. Others are getting visions of darkness and death. Sh., Ki., even Devia. I've seen it, can't quite tell where it's coming from, but I'm making moves to protect my own even so. I'm taking Advent back... it's mine and Nicolye dosen't know how to fight a war. I do. Somethings coming

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[Noelyci and Devia are attending the marriage ceremony of R. & S. jedi and friends.]It really was a lovely ceremony. R. & S. wrote lovely vows and they truly came from the heart... their words floating through the air above the Grand Theater... "Since the first time i came to Aegis and was introduced to you... Ive always had that feeling of admiration towards you. Though your presence always made

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I don't know how I missed this one... so much research into what I am, where I came from... and I never even heard this word. Not surprising really... zabrak's are notoriously close mouthed about their culture and this is an extemely private thing. Here's what the few medical & linguistic journals I could find said about it:"Pairing involves the custom of Tai Shan, which is based upon the use of

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[Noelyci is speaking with Devia Darkrider, a friend and companion, they've been dancing around commitment to each other for quite a while. From his perspective he loves her, but dosen't want to hurt her.]She's sleeping now... I can't stop smiling remembering our conversation...I started sipping my scotch rather then using it to avoid seeing the faces... they were fading anyway. She was beautiful,

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[Noelyci absorbed the pain and regret of a dark jedi when trying to save him, it is a constant voice in his head. In addition he has telepathy with those he cares for if they can use the force. Currently he's flying to Dantooine after battle.]I was talking to her before I reached Dantooine... it's so easy to reach out and speak with her now. I remember when it was a shock. She's the first person

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I came down the trail late, the sun was rising, I'd spent the night listening to the sounds of the forest... forgetting about the war. It's still peaceful in the mountains of Talus near my retreat. The only conflict comes from the normal sounds of hunting and existance. The flows of the force ebb and flow through everything out there... it's subtle, not like Dantooine, or Dathomir... but

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I sometimes get asked how I came up with the unique color green I use for my hair... I hadn't thought about it for awhile but the mention of it last night made me remember the hairdresser I first got it from.I was on the run. Contract out on me after I failed to deliver on a shipment. Of course it didn't help that the buyer was a powerful man who knew I worked for the Alliance... that fact made

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"I thought you were a dream." She said that to me... right before she showed me what she's learned since becoming aware of her connection to the force. There isn't much more I can show her. She thought she might be a seer. Though I don't think her talents lie in exactly the same way mine do I have learned more from her then even she probably knows.She taught me to speak to those I know well from

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It was time... I had to leave the peace and quiet and head back to Mustafar. The ghosts were loud again when I landed. So many died on this little ball of fire, fighting for something they didn't even understand. I had contacted A. to set up the crew. I wanted this first investigation to be one where I wasn't risking too many I loved. She did an admirable job but the ghosts were drowned out by

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It's snowing in the mountains again... I'm sitting in it, watching it come down, fresh and white. No blood, no stains. It's so crisp that I have to use a bit of force to keep myself warm, but that's as easy as breathing now.There's such peace here... It's best I rest in it for now. There's a bloodthirsty abomination affecting the miners that I'll have to deal with soon. I'm working on getting my

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[originally posted 1/9/2005]Last Jam…. feel like requesting the old song about dancing. I’ve finally had to let my last contract go from the old days. It’s been fun busting heads for J. I’ve enjoyed making sure the guests are safe when they come to see our headliners. And I’ve seen many headliners over the years. Z. when she was known across the galaxy for her dancing and entertaining, N. is

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[originally posted 12/16/2005]Wow, has it really been a couple weeks? Time flys when you're busy...At the jam a week before the security crew decided to play a couple of pranks... so I let them have the responsibility as well. It was only five minutes but I walked away. Nothing more than a deathstick break really, but it was nice to see that a few of them recognized what I do provide there. They

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[originally posted 12/6/2005]Why do I continue to allow the past to determine my future? Interesting meditation topic. The idea of things is often more powerful then the reality. The subjugation of the force into light and dark is an idea. The reality is that the person using the force and the intent they have at the time is what determines what consequences they pay for using the tool available

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[originally posted 12/2/2005]The Jam was packed this week, was great to see the advertising continue to pay off and although we had a few weapon slips no real issues happened. I finally upgraded the shields so future jams shouldn't be a problem at all. I'm developing a good secondary crew of people as well to be my eyes and ears.... honestly it's gotten too big for me to be everywhere at once. I

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[originally posted 11/29/2005]Colinye says she's doing well. Br---- & B----K----- are worried about her of course, but from what I can tell Jabba's depravity has largely avoided her. She's learned some skill with a blaster, according to the guards, and is quite the little healer. I hope her mom is proud of that fact. I'll have Colinye visit again soon, it's doing them all a world of good to be in

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[originally posted 11/18/2005]Interesting. Who knew I'd gain some skill by absorbing him? I never really did like holding a saber, it was easier to use my mind to replicate the blaster I know so well... but the voice I added to the back of my head likes it, is showing me how to use it better.... strange.The Jam was quiet this week, the new Imperial crackdown on pets and liscences slowed things

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[originally posted 11/15/2005]I recorded the debriefing, I wanted to be able to reflect on it later… But here’s the record.(unidentified voice) “This is *static* performing the debriefing of Colonel Noelyci Ineucelia, currently assigned to Intel with the *static* concerning his encounter with *static* who is commander of the *static* This debriefing is being conducted remotely due to the extreme

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[originally posted 11/14/2005]So tired.... Sh---- must have gotten me here last night... by the time it was over I couldn't lift my head, let alone drive... remember a conversation of sorts.... maybe not. I was right about him... he was trapped in there, manipulated, controlled. In the end he left it, I can feel him in the back of my head now, getting used to it, becoming comfortable. I'm glad I

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[originally posted 11/10/2005]We had a great crowd last night. Good to see lots of new faces. I've been trying to make it a point ot take over some of the hosting duties by greeting everyone who comes in and I met some very interesting people that way. Of course I was hoping that I could spill the beans on the nuptials but I didn't get the chance. However after the party ran down a bit I was

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[originally posted 11/8/2005]I’m happy for them, I truly am. They are so deserving of each other and so good to and for each other that I’m surprised it didn’t happen within seconds of their re-acquaintance. I love her and am glad she’s happy, she deserves it, he’ll protect her well and I can feel comfortable stepping away from that role. I feel the darkness is behind her now, she trusts herself

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[originally posted 11/1/2005]This planet is the armpit of hell. Hot, dusty, oppressive, and lightyears removed from the mountains of my home. I should hate this place, or not enjoy it. But for some reason I like it. This is a solitary place, the treasure hunters and those compelled to come here are quite evident, yet the lavafields and bugs provide me an environment where I can be wrapped in the

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[originally posted 10/28/2005]I've been meditating for days, I finally built the secure facility that I've needed, it's quiet, safe and I don't need to worry about being ambushed by the contractors hired to go after me. It's located near the old trails, and the original shrine I learned to meditate at. I've truly found my place of rest and retreat.I've been pondering the question of my cowardice,

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[originally posted 10/25/2005]I've learned how to wrap the shadows around me, I've been living there so long that I can do it in the daylight now.... and it's probably the coolest trick I've come up with, though the source concerns me...I've been learning more about C. I watched him meet with those men who surround Z. Picking at them, trying to gain paths to power, although I think he likes the

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[originally posted 10/19/2005]The lock popped open this morning, the data I'd been looking at finally clicked into a form I could understand. I was still seething from the stupid mistakes I made last night, getting angrier and angrier with myself....if I was going to do what I did I shouldn't have been caught. I was stewing, stepping off the blade into the dark part of myself.... when the data

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[originally posted 10/18/2005]I hope she meant it, I'm never quite sure, it wasn't innuendo or even particularly earthshattering, but she said I was family. It was just matter of fact. My senses didn't detect any falsehood or anything, but it still shocks me. I may honestly be getting a real place to be again. To not be lonely again. I wonder if he feels the same way or if it's just her. I mean I

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[originally posted 10/10/2005]Tempting.... I found another bit of lore today.... more about my heritage, explanations of the cards, the cocoon. The tunnel vision. I know now why I long so much for a family...My abilities are directly tied to my relationships.... that's why I have such trouble determining M.'s next move. I don't really know him except by reputation. I'm growing in power, defensive

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[originally posted 10/6/2005]Interesting duty this week at the Jam. Z is still nowhere to be found, checked every haunt I know about, and some she probably didn't know I knew about. We had a decent showing, although without her promotional skills it was a bit low on attendence. Quiet though, which was nice. It's always a bit hard for me to work security at those things, I never get to spend

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[originally posted 10/5/2005]He was the dirtiest kid I'd ever seen...Early on in my misadventures, long ago, when I first worked as a liason between Jabba and the Alliance I was moving some weapons between Tat and Dant. I didn't know anything was wrong until I showed up on Dant and was accused of slavery!Turns out that a street rat had climbed into the cargo hold. Or at least it looked like one.

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[originally posted 10/1/2005]I wasn't entirely truthful when I said I didn't dream of little ones anymore. I do. However I just don't see it happening. My abilities are growing. I can feel them growing stronger. The windstorms I create last longer. And the bolts create more ionization in the air. I can stand on my own against one of the demented pickets that plague dantooine. I couldn't do that

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[originally posted 9/30/2005]Destiny is a funny thing...I don't feel destined for anything, or at least I didn't. I know that there is a path that I am part of, I can feel the stream bending and flowing around me. But I don't know if I am altering the course or being swept along with it. It's strange being able to see the permutations, influence the odds and yet, not feel that your efforts tip

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[originally posted 9/22/2005]Another week working security at the Jam, interesting news all the way around. Seems the managements marketing is paying off as many new and old faces made an appearance. Among them the old friend who chose to follow the path to power. I think I understand now why I walk on the blade. In many ways my whole life has been a balancing act. Doing what is nessecary without

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Last night was one of the first nights I didn't go hunting in a long long time. I went to reassume my security duties at the River Bend Jam in Rielig Steppes. Nice to see everyone in their party clothes. As always security was interesting. Had three close calls in one night. The movers and shakers were definitely out.Strange to find myself allied with D. against a loud mouth bounty seeker.Strange

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[originally posted 9/12/2005]Yeah, I know, I said I was done hiding, but then again making it easy for someone to catch me was never easy either. Did alot of training these last few days. Working as a freelancer with one of the hunting cooperatives out of Rielig Steppes. It was good, I felt focused on learning how to harness all this. There are several members of ORHI that may develop their own

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[originally posted 9/7/2005]He must be made of teflon.... the damn eel keeps slipping in and out without getting the blaster bolt he deserves. Too bad he's damn well close to immortal or I'd finish him myself. Z. got hit again, she's recovered as always, but I feel guilty. I know she's gotta be able to make her own decisions and such... she dosen't need a keeper, I'm just stretched way too thin.

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[originally posted 9/6/2005]Last night we did a quick stealthy run against CorSec.... they got too big for their britches again. Took me back to running weapons for the alliance in my early days. I actually enjoyed it. I kept the energy under wraps though, not sure how sensitive I'd be listening to another mind die. *quietly spoken*Speaking of the old days. B & B are concerned, the daughter they

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[originally posted 8/26/2005]I know why the blaster makes me nauseus now... I did it last night. Focused the enegy around me into a bolt without the clunky mechanics of a blaster. It was truly amazing.... energy flew from my fingertips. I could feel it hitting the target, slowing it down, flowing along it's synapses as the heat destroyed it. Was an interesting sensation, being that closely tied

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[originally posted 8/25/2005]Life has been moving too fast... Honestly I can't believe I thought I was going to write every day. I got hit by one of the empire's hired goons last week and the notes I took were destroyed. Ah well, the journey never ends...I'm sitting in the mountains of talus again. I needed time... to think, to reflect, to reconnect. I dealt the cards. I'm not sure what they

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[originally posted 8/19/2005]She's back. Luckily her blood brother had samples, and the ability to clone her. The disease that ravaged her body is gone. She's healthy, seems to be both in mind and body. I've hunted with her, sensed her mind. Either she's very very well trained to hide or she's really back. I'm still holding on to her item. She says she want's to destroy it. Which I'm all for. I

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[originally posted 8/2/2005]I can't believe she's gone... I wish she'd been at peace, but maybe now she's found it. At least she finally trusted someone at the end, someone to give this to. The item she entrusted to me won't fall into the wrong hands just because hers aren't holding it. *choking up* I remember seing her dance, being carefree. The excellent Alliance cover for finding the rumors

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[originally posted 7/25/2005]The lightsaber is beginning to feel like a decent tool in my hands, although with all the Imperial contracts out on the heads of Jedi it's best if I continue to keep it hidden..."A Jedi should be equally a public servant and a public defender."Working for one of the few honest politicians left I tracked down and removed a bloodseeker mite that was threatening the

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[originally posted 7/15/2005]At this point I was guided to create my first lightsaber... it was a rough affair, hacked together with old electronics from my smuggling days and a crystal I had stashed in the bottom of 'The Crucible'. It functioned, and was an appealing greenish color, but my use of it was not what I'd call fluid. I think I'll stick to my blaster for now."A Jedi must recognize

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[originally posted 7/10/2005]"A jedi must treat people with respect and Dignity"An old man in Tyrena regrets breaking up a minor band earlier in his life. Seems a woman got between him and his mates. I sought out his former crew and found that they had all passed on. I returned some mementos to him provided by a mutual friend and listened to his story. I hope he found peace."A Jedi must

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[originally posted 7/3/2005]Meditating at the Shrine, its beautiful here in the mountains of Talus..... becoming calm and focused....I recieve my first Lesson:"A jedi must learn to solve problems without becoming involved." From the get go I don't buy it. Being involved is the only way to be balanced. However I understand that desire rather than analysis is dangerous. I'm sent to Keren on Naboo,

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[originally posted 7/2/2005]The shrine must contain some sophisticated electronics... along with something that detects ability. It will be intriguing to see if I can replicate this... taking things apart always was one of my strong suits. Of course I shouldn't defile such a place... makes it slightly harder but not impossible.I've been given several tasks over the course of the last few days.

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[originally posted 7/2/2005]Well that was fun..... Mellichae wasn't much of a tactician. Like most big guys he just thought he could muscle his way through the situation. Dosen't help when 8 people who are highly skilled take you out in under 5 minutes. Of course with my backup it wouldn't of mattered if he hade a full platoon there. Just would have made it last longer, maybe.... In the end he'll

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[originally posted 7/1/2005]Technically they haven't asked me to shoot, to kill for them. It's the old man again, stating what was fact, that they've found the leader of the 'sith'. Why the old hatreds and centuries of conflict by a pretender to the name? It dosen't make any sense. I feel a lack of balance in the new 'jedi' The elders are unwilling to do it. I'm not sure why, Maybe it's another

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[originally posted 6/29/2005]It's over.... the elders are pleased. They knew about the spice, they were just waiting for me to accept the skills and abilities I have without modification or justification. They tell me I don't have to shoot for them anymore.... but the hooded look in their eyes lets me know that if I don't they may not survive. It's alright, I'm willing. I'm just glad that I have

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[originally posted 6/27/2005]*groggy* I don't remember when I passed out last night, but this datapad was in my hand when I woke up. Almost as if before I even slept I knew I would want it when I woke....I dreamed I was walking, in the mountains of talus. Enjoying the snow. No blaster, no launcher, just myself enjoying the air and the view. The dream of what I wish for when my work is done. But

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[originally posted 6/26/2005]It fraking broke.... it's done.... stupid regulator broke off on that last commercial tourist cluster of crap that was the last run out of the mining outpost. I don't know what I'm going to do to keep the illusion of normalcy. Probably a good thing that it broke. I'm over medicating, I can replace it of course. But what the hell, I mean you'd think I would learn my

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[originally posted 6/26/2005]A moment alone, sitting on this incredible bridge under Kashyyk's verdant surface. Looking down is amazing, looking up just as much.... I had time to think, elaborate on the comment I made earlier, that I was letting people in. I took a risk again, let myself consider somebody family again. I haven't done that since before.... well when my last squad was destroyed by

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[originally posted 6/25/2005]There's this spot inside me.... this deep cavernous place, wrapped in black cotton.... when I'm there I can barely speak to anyone not appearing in the ray of light. And what appears in that light dies. I control what appears.... I focus it into being, I can reach out and touch it from 80 meters away. Caress it softly if I choose, though there is no desire here. Crush

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[originally posted 6/24/2005]I'm happy for the first time in a long time, at peace. I can be cared for.... Even after all the shading of the truth, exclusion of the truth, playing with the subtleties of emotion and information, the shiftless ever changing tactics and the grand game of it all, keeping everyone out while appearing to let some in.Even after all that.... somebody cares.In actuality

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[originally posted 6/21/2005]*stretching, sleepy* Hey, I know writing things down in this goes against every bit of training I've ever had, but I need to follow the elders advice and try and learn from my experiences. I figure if I keep the names in code I should be alright, wouldn't want the Empire to find out who I'm working with, for and against.I got the greatest gift ever from someone last

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